in the darkest of nightsoh in the summer sun how soon i came to stray

a true damnation when i turned away

so fell autumn rain washed away ali my pain

i feel brighter somehow lighter somehow to breath once again

so fell autumn rain washed my sorrows away

with the sunset behind somehow i find the dreams are to stay

so fell autumn rain

blinded by dawning so you would take me

further away away from the fall

oh you told me i must never dream again

a true damnation you left me the pain

so fell autumn rain but all things must pass

all things must pass

so fell autumn rain washed away all my pain

i feel brighter somehow lighter somehow to breath once again

so tell autumn rain washed my sorrows away

with the sunset behind somehow i find the dreams are to stay

so fell winter

然后说到了我的外公如果不是母亲说出那些往事，也许我永远不知道在外公背后的那些悲伤的故事

由于幼年跟随爷爷奶奶生活，而且很少回老家。加之外公外婆早早过世

所以对他们的感情不及爷爷奶奶深

外婆过世的时候我在回家的火车上，那时已是小学五年级

由于很多原因，我没有去参加外婆的葬礼

而外公过世的时候我刚上一年级，年幼的我跟着父母披麻戴孝守灵

母亲哭的很伤心，趴在棺木上迟迟不肯起来，那画面我至今记忆犹新

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